Wot does new mean

Today wuz spent well in so much as I got up ate brekky had a shower & went to the Thai Temple for Sunday. There wuz a new influx of Monks because the last born of the family can choose the Temple between the ages of 7-11 ounce joining they agree to stay until they are 20 years old, then they can decide on whether to carry on or leave the Temple

There was a group of Farang [westerners] talking about the cost of caps, from wot I overheard it cost abou £120/150 a cap which is cheap. So @ least I know where to get my teeth done since the amount one saves is enormous!

I bought a small clay tablet with Bhudda on the front set in a nice box along with everyday stuff sold cheap like Soap noodles & suchlike which I promptly forgot to take from my mums since I popped in there to cut the grass & get some sun.

Right now is a hard time emotionally economically the lot!...Which is why right now [every second that passes] I am making the efffort to do positive things & not dwell on the negative aspect of dings [things] When one makes there life public it seems like anything goes & when one is finding it hard to come to terms with relationships I/we really don't need people saying "leave him/her" because wot dey do not understand is the bond we have. I'm talking about my relationship with Minerva who to all is my Girlfriend since we doe not feel like anything is over despite any problems we might have as a couple.
I can't deny the feelings we get when together but I also can't deny dat in order to progress beyond the stagnation I've been caught up in since before Tx. Certain actions I feel the need to doe in order to find some clarity basicaly.
This need to travel & stay at a Temple to study Meditation is in order that I obtain this clarity since I'm no good to anyone without direction.
To be in a relationship with someone who loves you means there is concern 'how do I/we handle being seperated'...Well I can't answer that, even if I was not talking about going abroad there are still lots of issues with us as a couple. 'Now' means wotever mistakes have been made & I admit to not committing/selling when I should off, do accept responsibility for, there can be so many issues . But it is past tense we as a couple can get on fine without interference so I for one am staying quiet 'it would be good if everyone else did' I know Bogey Caring/conditioning wot is bad wot is good, how does one decide 'to nurture' very importent to start with oneself not 'torture' 'nurture'.

Just cooked a steak with mushrooms garlic tomatoes half a pepper and boiled potatoes the local supermarket staff do comment on how I generally buy healthy food or have done in the past a good diet is importent to our health.

So it's good night from him and a mwah for u hunny [she feels better after a hug Bogey] the Dude