You know I stood my ground den let poison pass between thy lips
does one give up so easy or resign dem selves to the fact 'it's not me but dem dat need to stand thier ground' who can impose rules on anyone else? Ha but we gotta help give moral support not enablement. Does age mature us or mean we grasp for escape in being able to cope. Since life has gone beyond oneself into a unit as such [family] So seperate units being a unit is a family sounds exciting as a child. But expectations needs most & boundaries must endure in keeping expectations attainable. Could make some dough cos u know I like Edinburgh soo much the people etc, reckon could buy up there easy yep real nice place. Creative as well magic innit dey need some Chillispice in dere life [via Siam]
why are we wot we are not supposed to be
or being summin we're not when we are wot we come to be
from wot to end in wot- did he say den?
End up running always running soon the end is in sight an the path begins
whose path...das not for me to say Bogey....is it The Dude
Thursday, 30 August 2007
Fest-alities
Edinburgh festival Having a ball wathching the acts stand tall sum dey pad out so as to last the time slot, but dey were very good my favourites were the two Gaelic bands as Minnie has said all along "dunno wot I'm missing" Pipes an drumming in Kilts brilliant. Lotta hand clapping, Bogey liked the Oriental stuff reminded him of a film [aparently] The guy with the String instrument looked like my dad good reason to not leave a tip eh! Got into the festival straight after meeting Min @ the station & ate well.Saw an Aussie 54lb comedian Sammy J but he wuz a warmer to Jerry Sadovitz the next day rather evening. Where we were spotted by a friend of mins & met up afterwards, so 'velly good night' her friend had just got engaged so left em alone for half an hour So more ltr [or maybe less] The Dude
Tuesday, 21 August 2007
No Womban no cry
I'm in the Green Mangoe Club in Koh Samui Thailand an dis katoi [boy/girl] walks past an gives me the ounce over. Well best not be impolite so I do the same, she was ok quite attracted to her [in a mad way since already had the pleasure...sorry experiance] Anyway she say to me "you very atracted to me, I kno you wanna f**k me" I replied "yes your right but not interested" she looked at me an said "I have womb" "I have womb" hmm so den I said "well no womb for me" she say "yes womb for you" hmm to womb or not to womb? Ma pocket had womb [600 baht= less den £10]....... mighta made womb cos de womb is ..... anyone who has been with Katoi will kno wot dat word is ....., people pay extra cos of dat word 'womb all about it' lol Bogey but K wuz only person I had womb for ....She got through all my flavoured condoms in one go [several packets] she wuz happy 'high on flavornoids'. Afterwards I said to her which flavor did u like the most she said "all of dem" Bogey I'm gonna write a book bout travelling in de best possible taste of course.
This happenned a long time ago in another Galaxy far far away from the planet I now live on "not" shuddup Bogey typical "u jus don't know me at all, I'm calling to make a better day"
Yor right bout my grammer tho! Namaste The Dude
This happenned a long time ago in another Galaxy far far away from the planet I now live on "not" shuddup Bogey typical "u jus don't know me at all, I'm calling to make a better day"
Yor right bout my grammer tho! Namaste The Dude
Sunday, 19 August 2007
Truth an I live another day
Gonna excuse myself since nuffin makes sense I'm iliterate in many ways, well spoken in others
blogs are summin else 'who gets it Bogey? The world my friend weather dey wanna read it is another matter....who cares eh!
To bring my life up to date would take a long time....Yawn..lol
A year an a half ago I finnished a Liver cleansing programme, it wuz successful in cleansing the Liver but there are side effects dat will stay a long time depending on the individual.
My sides [side effects] resulted in a very bad Short Term Memory [wuz not good before Tx] The inability to focus and find a direction in life since for 5/6 years I've lived without working & am on disability benefit. Options of a job dunno with my memory lack of qualifications etc only the lowest paid jobs would be atainable.
I do own my own property with a mortgage, if sold the eqity would sound a lot but wot's money when u don't have a roof over yor head? Well I like an adventure so the thought of letting go of my physical possesions does appeal to me.
One thing dat has clouded the issue is a court case against Wandsworth Council in London. They have robbed me through presenting false material during a Tribunal case being heard & carried out when I wuz in no condition to handle the case. The outcome is I am sitting on some very sensitive papers figures! If the right people took up the cause 'so to speak' it would open a can of worms the nation would hear about...Tis tru anyway will fill in any news later.
I have been in a relationship with a mum of two for exactly one year from yesterday, she lives up north me I'm in London we both met at the right time through a very caring forum set up for people to get support on the Liver cleansing programme since it is the treatment from hell in my view.
Our relationship has been full of swings & roundabouts partly due to my not selling up & moving in to live with them since the family wanted me to stay, so it musta been confusing for the kids when the flat is not sold & I keep coming an going [staying with dem a week or two den leaving]
This left my Hunny in a black space since she openly admits her feelings for me. I am more reticent & do not want to mislead her since in recovery I need to do certain things dat has to be done alone...Nuffin carnal am talking bout spending time in a major Bhuddist Temple. This journey was always planned & meant if it was mentioned then the reply wuz "we cannot be seperated cos I can't cope with the empty space you leave behind"
No win situation there den? My way of tinking [thinking] is different to Hunnys I accept where she's coming from & respect her view. But wot good would come from staying together when we are both stug in a state of stagnation 'our resourcs are minimal' 'everyday is a challenge' we don't know wot kinda mood we're gonna wake up in etc.
Well I take full responsibility since certain actions did not happen & to a great extent I felt powerless, we both come from different backgrounds my childhood was happy, my parents were well educated & I basically have grown up without the dogma of living a nine to five existence [not knocking it no way] In having travelled out East one gets a different perspective on tings.
I have always had a good sense of humour so find mixing with people no problem. Since being shown we can forgive ourselves through Gods touch the world seems different and find humour is the best way to cope with everyday life anyway I drift....
I did some Emotional Freedom Technique yesterday and dis morning I woke up not happy since the last couple of days have been bad with me not doing certain stuff. But knew it would be better to get out of bed and do some exercise-EFT-chanting dis is at 7.30am after three hours sleep [cos trubled] It's now 10 to 10am an am hoping the weather holds so Will, myself can got to the Thai Temple bout 30/40 mins walk..Velly nice walk along common if nice weather but it does look grim.
Hunny Bunny we gotta sort ourselves out cos staying in touch is fine being friends it would be an honour after wot we have been through. My compassion distorts my head tinking we can change dis dat 'kno wot I mean hunny' you tink same way, tis funny how we lose site of wot attracts us den it all gets distorted into ultimatums and other input- advice-as we seek guidence, some kind of clarity can be very distorted. To have a public relationship invites comment fair enuff we need to let go of blame & work on wot is left....Dat is err we is still talking and want to remain friends, still a massive part of me wants to sweep her up in my arms and give her wot she wants. If it was feasible...with our present make up das not the case 'how can one commit forever with the future so blind' it is not realistic nurturing is realistic but we keep screwing up dere if it aint us it's the kids always summin das summin I have learned since being single these pressures hunny is under are new to me & my logic is 'wot problem' solutions are harder to swallow den problems reckon we get addicted to relationship problems..in fact we can feed of em toan horrible extent where the life forces around us are not in harmony. This is the word Harmony we must find harmony in all things, not obstruction denial I get the feeling friendship is attainable. We need to see? Cos I need forclosure [divorce] it does nay mean we won't be in touch I jus need to grow as a person into wot is a suitable life for me, it could be scriptwriting comedy, staying in a temple even a bit of both or summin completely different is wot I need.
One will never find out till dey try eh! Loving Kindness is the key trusting ourselves another both can be easy or hard depending on our lifestate....Namaste The Dude
blogs are summin else 'who gets it Bogey? The world my friend weather dey wanna read it is another matter....who cares eh!
To bring my life up to date would take a long time....Yawn..lol
A year an a half ago I finnished a Liver cleansing programme, it wuz successful in cleansing the Liver but there are side effects dat will stay a long time depending on the individual.
My sides [side effects] resulted in a very bad Short Term Memory [wuz not good before Tx] The inability to focus and find a direction in life since for 5/6 years I've lived without working & am on disability benefit. Options of a job dunno with my memory lack of qualifications etc only the lowest paid jobs would be atainable.
I do own my own property with a mortgage, if sold the eqity would sound a lot but wot's money when u don't have a roof over yor head? Well I like an adventure so the thought of letting go of my physical possesions does appeal to me.
One thing dat has clouded the issue is a court case against Wandsworth Council in London. They have robbed me through presenting false material during a Tribunal case being heard & carried out when I wuz in no condition to handle the case. The outcome is I am sitting on some very sensitive papers figures! If the right people took up the cause 'so to speak' it would open a can of worms the nation would hear about...Tis tru anyway will fill in any news later.
I have been in a relationship with a mum of two for exactly one year from yesterday, she lives up north me I'm in London we both met at the right time through a very caring forum set up for people to get support on the Liver cleansing programme since it is the treatment from hell in my view.
Our relationship has been full of swings & roundabouts partly due to my not selling up & moving in to live with them since the family wanted me to stay, so it musta been confusing for the kids when the flat is not sold & I keep coming an going [staying with dem a week or two den leaving]
This left my Hunny in a black space since she openly admits her feelings for me. I am more reticent & do not want to mislead her since in recovery I need to do certain things dat has to be done alone...Nuffin carnal am talking bout spending time in a major Bhuddist Temple. This journey was always planned & meant if it was mentioned then the reply wuz "we cannot be seperated cos I can't cope with the empty space you leave behind"
No win situation there den? My way of tinking [thinking] is different to Hunnys I accept where she's coming from & respect her view. But wot good would come from staying together when we are both stug in a state of stagnation 'our resourcs are minimal' 'everyday is a challenge' we don't know wot kinda mood we're gonna wake up in etc.
Well I take full responsibility since certain actions did not happen & to a great extent I felt powerless, we both come from different backgrounds my childhood was happy, my parents were well educated & I basically have grown up without the dogma of living a nine to five existence [not knocking it no way] In having travelled out East one gets a different perspective on tings.
I have always had a good sense of humour so find mixing with people no problem. Since being shown we can forgive ourselves through Gods touch the world seems different and find humour is the best way to cope with everyday life anyway I drift....
I did some Emotional Freedom Technique yesterday and dis morning I woke up not happy since the last couple of days have been bad with me not doing certain stuff. But knew it would be better to get out of bed and do some exercise-EFT-chanting dis is at 7.30am after three hours sleep [cos trubled] It's now 10 to 10am an am hoping the weather holds so Will, myself can got to the Thai Temple bout 30/40 mins walk..Velly nice walk along common if nice weather but it does look grim.
Hunny Bunny we gotta sort ourselves out cos staying in touch is fine being friends it would be an honour after wot we have been through. My compassion distorts my head tinking we can change dis dat 'kno wot I mean hunny' you tink same way, tis funny how we lose site of wot attracts us den it all gets distorted into ultimatums and other input- advice-as we seek guidence, some kind of clarity can be very distorted. To have a public relationship invites comment fair enuff we need to let go of blame & work on wot is left....Dat is err we is still talking and want to remain friends, still a massive part of me wants to sweep her up in my arms and give her wot she wants. If it was feasible...with our present make up das not the case 'how can one commit forever with the future so blind' it is not realistic nurturing is realistic but we keep screwing up dere if it aint us it's the kids always summin das summin I have learned since being single these pressures hunny is under are new to me & my logic is 'wot problem' solutions are harder to swallow den problems reckon we get addicted to relationship problems..in fact we can feed of em toan horrible extent where the life forces around us are not in harmony. This is the word Harmony we must find harmony in all things, not obstruction denial I get the feeling friendship is attainable. We need to see? Cos I need forclosure [divorce] it does nay mean we won't be in touch I jus need to grow as a person into wot is a suitable life for me, it could be scriptwriting comedy, staying in a temple even a bit of both or summin completely different is wot I need.
One will never find out till dey try eh! Loving Kindness is the key trusting ourselves another both can be easy or hard depending on our lifestate....Namaste The Dude
Monday, 13 August 2007
Path-----etic-----quet
Jus finnished chanting I turn round say "there's seven paths to Hell an I've been down six of em" fuck am I on the seventh?
It seems real hard to get through my barrier of despondence everything I see screams ILLUSION we are walking into a world ruled by leaders who spin an illusion den act on it & NUFFIN good has/will come from it.
We are walking into a life ruled by absurd regulations from Brussels the EEC has turned into a monster control machine. European Constitution voted down but den implemented through the back door eh??? I thought we lived in a Democracy but it seems the powers dat be know better!!! Well FUCK dem dey really piss me off.
Bad enuff getting past my head without all dere [there] Bullshit someone should Sue the EEC take em to court for fucking with our logical process as in 'your wrong wrong wrong' gonna be chanting dat all day 'wrong te tong be gone cos yor wrong'
Hugs to all I know out dere ciao y'all The Dude
It seems real hard to get through my barrier of despondence everything I see screams ILLUSION we are walking into a world ruled by leaders who spin an illusion den act on it & NUFFIN good has/will come from it.
We are walking into a life ruled by absurd regulations from Brussels the EEC has turned into a monster control machine. European Constitution voted down but den implemented through the back door eh??? I thought we lived in a Democracy but it seems the powers dat be know better!!! Well FUCK dem dey really piss me off.
Bad enuff getting past my head without all dere [there] Bullshit someone should Sue the EEC take em to court for fucking with our logical process as in 'your wrong wrong wrong' gonna be chanting dat all day 'wrong te tong be gone cos yor wrong'
Hugs to all I know out dere ciao y'all The Dude
Tuesday, 7 August 2007
Be Well
It seems we have come to an impasse in my relationship with to Minerva who I met last year.
Unforunately we made our affairs open to advice/influence which means as usual no matter how it seems? Tings will never work out since everything is open to comment.
I/we have found it hard being under public scrutiny & I [The Dude] am fed up with persons meddling in our affairs to the point of slander.
The whole matter reminds me of a conversation over a high stakes poker game where a famous No Limit Poker player wuz being discussed & it wuz mentioned if dat poker player heard wot wuz being said abnout him behind his back he would be upset.
Well I'm not sure whether it's worth getting upset over cos lies are lies, but one should remember maybe you here slander about another? Maybe the same person is slandering you I'm amazed @ the imaturity shown by certain people & of course the classic phrase two faced.
Wot I've failed to do is commit myself to a long term relationship. One big decision wuz not selling my flat & be willing to let go of my fight with Wandsworth Council, dis created a pot of friction which showed itself in dark behaviour. Unfortunately a lot of the blame is mine to shoulder since I/we kept the relationship going when we both should of stopped, even after accepting the fact dat my wish/dream is to stay for a period of time in a Bhuddist temple Suan Mohk...All of a sudden outside influence pushes everting beyond redemption..But we will always remain friends in my mind.
Fundamental Darkness is where I reside @ the moment, so positive action is needed as a person I find it easy to hide away rather than take part in society/relationships. So my debt to Minerva is great indeed since she is the first person I've had a relationship [other than sex] with since having to let go of Victoria over ten years ago...Das a long time, before meeting Minnie I had been celibate for three years. I practiced Celibacy to see whether I could do it 'let go' of sexual urges. After a while one sees how dominent Sex is in everyday life & felt relief @ not taking part since I do find dat women fall in love and I don't think I'm able or ready to [love] until time has been spent in a Temple in order dat I have more clarity of vision concerning wot I want to do in life.
The need to provide for yor family give dem financial security. If I wuz to take part in the outside world it would be on my terms! Cos I am disgusted with wot is happenning in the West & our policies in the East are unreal. So I would love to write sketches for #TV dat shows our behaviour for wot it is? Insane being ruled by TV i.e. u don't need friends when you've got Sky!!!
Yep! I can be quite funny when I want to be....tis a real shame we came real close to understanding each other Minnie/myself, don't want material wealth & dat is in conflict with staying here in the west innit Bogey my friend, he tinks I've screwed up big time an he is right.
Got to admit it hold my hands up 'I've really screwed up' ok Bogey 'nah' he says 'cos i still gotta do wot I gotta do' f... f... f... not funny lol
So tomoz I'm of to another N.A. meeting since I want the company of people who know where I've been etc, plus the one in Chelsea has a Theatre & I got on well with the Manager & the couple who run the coffee shop/bar. Last year dey got Air Con fitted & I have not been back.
Usual behaviour set up the links an not follow it through, shame innit?
Anyway I usually end up communicating with some one last time it happenned to be the management & I went to hear a couple of BBC Radio shows being recorded....I kno Bogey dey were crap...das why I got talking to the staff 'das not funny dis is funny' anyway enuff on dat for now.
Hepatitis C
the treatment is summin else tx from hell I call it, consequently it is real hard for many of the people doing tx to not drink especially if dat is their preffered drug. So doing dis tx [treatment]
Alcohol has to be faced @ some point, I don't know one person who has managed to do the tx without drinking, since it plays a role in the quantity of Ribavarin [aparently] prescribed with Interferon for the treatment of Hep C.
Alcohol is the NO NO topic of treatment no one dare mention they drink on tx [treatment] or they are villified. Yet SO many people do drink it is a problem dat is not mentioned.
Will go into it further ciao y'all the Dude
Unforunately we made our affairs open to advice/influence which means as usual no matter how it seems? Tings will never work out since everything is open to comment.
I/we have found it hard being under public scrutiny & I [The Dude] am fed up with persons meddling in our affairs to the point of slander.
The whole matter reminds me of a conversation over a high stakes poker game where a famous No Limit Poker player wuz being discussed & it wuz mentioned if dat poker player heard wot wuz being said abnout him behind his back he would be upset.
Well I'm not sure whether it's worth getting upset over cos lies are lies, but one should remember maybe you here slander about another? Maybe the same person is slandering you I'm amazed @ the imaturity shown by certain people & of course the classic phrase two faced.
Wot I've failed to do is commit myself to a long term relationship. One big decision wuz not selling my flat & be willing to let go of my fight with Wandsworth Council, dis created a pot of friction which showed itself in dark behaviour. Unfortunately a lot of the blame is mine to shoulder since I/we kept the relationship going when we both should of stopped, even after accepting the fact dat my wish/dream is to stay for a period of time in a Bhuddist temple Suan Mohk...All of a sudden outside influence pushes everting beyond redemption..But we will always remain friends in my mind.
Fundamental Darkness is where I reside @ the moment, so positive action is needed as a person I find it easy to hide away rather than take part in society/relationships. So my debt to Minerva is great indeed since she is the first person I've had a relationship [other than sex] with since having to let go of Victoria over ten years ago...Das a long time, before meeting Minnie I had been celibate for three years. I practiced Celibacy to see whether I could do it 'let go' of sexual urges. After a while one sees how dominent Sex is in everyday life & felt relief @ not taking part since I do find dat women fall in love and I don't think I'm able or ready to [love] until time has been spent in a Temple in order dat I have more clarity of vision concerning wot I want to do in life.
The need to provide for yor family give dem financial security. If I wuz to take part in the outside world it would be on my terms! Cos I am disgusted with wot is happenning in the West & our policies in the East are unreal. So I would love to write sketches for #TV dat shows our behaviour for wot it is? Insane being ruled by TV i.e. u don't need friends when you've got Sky!!!
Yep! I can be quite funny when I want to be....tis a real shame we came real close to understanding each other Minnie/myself, don't want material wealth & dat is in conflict with staying here in the west innit Bogey my friend, he tinks I've screwed up big time an he is right.
Got to admit it hold my hands up 'I've really screwed up' ok Bogey 'nah' he says 'cos i still gotta do wot I gotta do' f... f... f... not funny lol
So tomoz I'm of to another N.A. meeting since I want the company of people who know where I've been etc, plus the one in Chelsea has a Theatre & I got on well with the Manager & the couple who run the coffee shop/bar. Last year dey got Air Con fitted & I have not been back.
Usual behaviour set up the links an not follow it through, shame innit?
Anyway I usually end up communicating with some one last time it happenned to be the management & I went to hear a couple of BBC Radio shows being recorded....I kno Bogey dey were crap...das why I got talking to the staff 'das not funny dis is funny' anyway enuff on dat for now.
Hepatitis C
the treatment is summin else tx from hell I call it, consequently it is real hard for many of the people doing tx to not drink especially if dat is their preffered drug. So doing dis tx [treatment]
Alcohol has to be faced @ some point, I don't know one person who has managed to do the tx without drinking, since it plays a role in the quantity of Ribavarin [aparently] prescribed with Interferon for the treatment of Hep C.
Alcohol is the NO NO topic of treatment no one dare mention they drink on tx [treatment] or they are villified. Yet SO many people do drink it is a problem dat is not mentioned.
Will go into it further ciao y'all the Dude
Sunday, 5 August 2007
Mout the Foot
Wot has it come to when we are existing in a facade of dis works or dat works? Nuffin works cos maintenence costs money & profit is so much more importent 'innit'.
Now we have a problem with Foot & Mouth being released into the environment & the Company responsible are not even aware if the strain is carried by the wind?
Unreal it would not suprise me if HIV came about by similar studies in [disease] Africa where the costs can be kept to a minimum.
There is no accountability basically 'it's a free for all' with the stakes being our infrastructure wo a rant das it ciao the Dude
Now we have a problem with Foot & Mouth being released into the environment & the Company responsible are not even aware if the strain is carried by the wind?
Unreal it would not suprise me if HIV came about by similar studies in [disease] Africa where the costs can be kept to a minimum.
There is no accountability basically 'it's a free for all' with the stakes being our infrastructure wo a rant das it ciao the Dude
Wot does new mean
Today wuz spent well in so much as I got up ate brekky had a shower & went to the Thai Temple for Sunday. There wuz a new influx of Monks because the last born of the family can choose the Temple between the ages of 7-11 ounce joining they agree to stay until they are 20 years old, then they can decide on whether to carry on or leave the Temple
There was a group of Farang [westerners] talking about the cost of caps, from wot I overheard it cost abou £120/150 a cap which is cheap. So @ least I know where to get my teeth done since the amount one saves is enormous!
I bought a small clay tablet with Bhudda on the front set in a nice box along with everyday stuff sold cheap like Soap noodles & suchlike which I promptly forgot to take from my mums since I popped in there to cut the grass & get some sun.
Right now is a hard time emotionally economically the lot!...Which is why right now [every second that passes] I am making the efffort to do positive things & not dwell on the negative aspect of dings [things] When one makes there life public it seems like anything goes & when one is finding it hard to come to terms with relationships I/we really don't need people saying "leave him/her" because wot dey do not understand is the bond we have. I'm talking about my relationship with Minerva who to all is my Girlfriend since we doe not feel like anything is over despite any problems we might have as a couple.
I can't deny the feelings we get when together but I also can't deny dat in order to progress beyond the stagnation I've been caught up in since before Tx. Certain actions I feel the need to doe in order to find some clarity basicaly.
This need to travel & stay at a Temple to study Meditation is in order that I obtain this clarity since I'm no good to anyone without direction.
To be in a relationship with someone who loves you means there is concern 'how do I/we handle being seperated'...Well I can't answer that, even if I was not talking about going abroad there are still lots of issues with us as a couple. 'Now' means wotever mistakes have been made & I admit to not committing/selling when I should off, do accept responsibility for, there can be so many issues . But it is past tense we as a couple can get on fine without interference so I for one am staying quiet 'it would be good if everyone else did' I know Bogey Caring/conditioning wot is bad wot is good, how does one decide 'to nurture' very importent to start with oneself not 'torture' 'nurture'.
Just cooked a steak with mushrooms garlic tomatoes half a pepper and boiled potatoes the local supermarket staff do comment on how I generally buy healthy food or have done in the past a good diet is importent to our health.
So it's good night from him and a mwah for u hunny [she feels better after a hug Bogey] the Dude
There was a group of Farang [westerners] talking about the cost of caps, from wot I overheard it cost abou £120/150 a cap which is cheap. So @ least I know where to get my teeth done since the amount one saves is enormous!
I bought a small clay tablet with Bhudda on the front set in a nice box along with everyday stuff sold cheap like Soap noodles & suchlike which I promptly forgot to take from my mums since I popped in there to cut the grass & get some sun.
Right now is a hard time emotionally economically the lot!...Which is why right now [every second that passes] I am making the efffort to do positive things & not dwell on the negative aspect of dings [things] When one makes there life public it seems like anything goes & when one is finding it hard to come to terms with relationships I/we really don't need people saying "leave him/her" because wot dey do not understand is the bond we have. I'm talking about my relationship with Minerva who to all is my Girlfriend since we doe not feel like anything is over despite any problems we might have as a couple.
I can't deny the feelings we get when together but I also can't deny dat in order to progress beyond the stagnation I've been caught up in since before Tx. Certain actions I feel the need to doe in order to find some clarity basicaly.
This need to travel & stay at a Temple to study Meditation is in order that I obtain this clarity since I'm no good to anyone without direction.
To be in a relationship with someone who loves you means there is concern 'how do I/we handle being seperated'...Well I can't answer that, even if I was not talking about going abroad there are still lots of issues with us as a couple. 'Now' means wotever mistakes have been made & I admit to not committing/selling when I should off, do accept responsibility for, there can be so many issues . But it is past tense we as a couple can get on fine without interference so I for one am staying quiet 'it would be good if everyone else did' I know Bogey Caring/conditioning wot is bad wot is good, how does one decide 'to nurture' very importent to start with oneself not 'torture' 'nurture'.
Just cooked a steak with mushrooms garlic tomatoes half a pepper and boiled potatoes the local supermarket staff do comment on how I generally buy healthy food or have done in the past a good diet is importent to our health.
So it's good night from him and a mwah for u hunny [she feels better after a hug Bogey] the Dude
Saturday, 4 August 2007
Awoken is it a Bear? Am I Catholioc
Hmm woken up by the neighbours gettin the swimming pool out for the kids lol thnx, so I'm awake people gonna chant. Well I made it to the SGI Temple to do some more chanting & met someone who had similar Liver problems to myself, so he was very interested in wot I had to say about the work I have done recently in attending a couple of meetings with people undergoing treatment for Hep C I shall explain ltr about it all since it should be in my profile.
Well never thought I'd ramble das not why I want a blog!
ps tis am Saturday
Well never thought I'd ramble das not why I want a blog!
ps tis am Saturday
Wednesday, 1 August 2007
The Dude awakens
Oh tis a special time, now I can have some fun in relaying my views on news and life as we know it, so welcome to my blog the Dude
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