Contemplation....Good Bad or Jus is I dunno. It seems when one looks back or takes a view from outside u see stuf different. Or recognize old behaviour wot triggers it etc. In trying to overcome my inability to finnish anyting I'm still blind... Personel suff/distraction lack of understanding or feeling dat way. As in who understands me when I don't understand myself....Dangerous ground, especially if one feels tyed down to protocols they are not capable of fulfilling.
A year has near enuff passed, my flat shoulda been vacated an right now I'm not here. But I am it's taken dis long to get my shit tgether an it's still not over. Dis is seriously giving me contemplation. Now I have the information needed but it still takes an enormous amount of effort to invoke?
The sun is shining I need my sunshine. Took a few minutes in one of those Tan Machines felt good.
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